Disaster Dreamer

I’m sorry for be MIA for a couple of months but I wasn’t feeling inspired to write anything, first at all cause I had finals at Uni and second because I couldn’t find something to share. But here I am, now I have more «free time» technically, I’m a really into reading, no matter if it’s a book, a blog post (yeah, that’s why I do this) or a fanfic piece (on tumblr or Wattpad mostly). Some people might think that I’m too old for that, but let’s be honest there’s really good writers and there’s older readers, so that’s not the case. How ever I like to read good stories, when writers are passionate about it and have lots of ideas. I struggle a bit with my writing skills and more in English cause it’s not my native language, but I learn from them, chat or interact with someone who’s doing the same that you help you to improve or motivate yourself to keep doing it. In the writing world there’s the ones who do it professionally and it’s their job, and there’s the ones who loves ...

And no, I don’t mean I’d have my first baby — first to all I don’t have a boyfriend o any kind of relationship so I can’t — but I would talk on my perspective of being the first child of my parents and how does it make me feel. Don’t get me wrong I really love my parents but sometimes I just feel that I’m not good enough, that any of my decisions aren’t right and I keep lost. I have read somewhere that parents with their first child are more strict — I get it, no one born knowing how to be a parent — than the other kids they have, we are the "lab rat" the one they tried and if it works you use on the rest. Personally I can relate to that, I remember that when I was a kid, I used to think that my parents didn’t want me, I was mostly scolded and believe me I was a really quiet kid, even sometimes I planned on runaway from home — just planing on going to my grandparents or any of my uncles or aunts house — thinking they would be better without me, but never didn’t....

Welcome back, yeah I know I'm late for the Women Day and Mothers Day (only for the UK, I think) but women are important everyday; I mean at least in your life you know one woman who inspire you no matter if your a boy or a girl, there are really important girls on the world like the queen Isabelle II, Angela Merkel, Hillary Clinton, Oprah Winfrey, Malala,Emma Watson and so much more that I don't remember are proving that women are powerful, strong and can do any job, cause gender doesn't care at all. Lately there's been some movement to support women and I realice that maybe things hasn't change at all, any change you want  becomes with you, maybe braking the gender models or simpily if you don't want to get marry or have kids and it's okay if you do. My point is do whatever you want just because you want. There's so many exaples of #GirlPower but I'll focus in music,so I'm going to leave a list of some songs that inspire me: 1.- ...

As many of you notice Valentine Day it's really close and I decided to share some of my favorite love songs - maybe I'm not in a relationship right now but I like them - to feel more into the mood. 1.-Starving - Hailee Steinfeld  2.-Perfect - Ed Sheeran 3.-Seeing Blind - Niall Horan  4.-There's Nothing Holdin' Me Back - Shawn Mendes  5.-Girl Crush - Harry Styles (Cover) 6.-Find You - Nick Jonas 7.-Jour 1 - Louane 8.-Secret Love Song - Little Mix feat. Jason Derulo 9.-Be The One - Dua Lipa 10.-Call It What You Want - Taylor Swift 11.-All About You - McFly 12.-Into You - Ariana Grande 13.-Say You Won't Let Go - James Arthur 14.-She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5 15.-Lovebug - Jonas Brothers 16.-Just In Love - Joe Jonas  17.-Somebody To You - The Vamps 18.-Fall  - Justin Bieber  19.-Night Changes - One Direction 20.-Flicker - Niall Horan ...

As many of you notice I've been missing for a long time - like two months -  but the holidays came and plus I got sick - that wasn't a good thing to write about - also the new year made me think about what I want to do this 2018, mostly cause I'm closer to adulthood, you know have your own flat, go to work and all that adult stuff that you're suppose to do when you grown. Being honest I like living with my parents, go to Uni and watch Netflix on my holidays from school, but these days are closer to end. I think I'm not the only one with that fear and it's not because you won't want to live on your own, but it's like kind of unkown, when you're a kid you see that future so far away, but with the years figure it out about yourself and suddenly you got your  bachelor dregree done and honestly it's quite hard be on your own. Obviosly not for everyone it's the same, and maybe I'm too attache to my parents, I know that at some point I nee...