Scared to the future

As many of you notice I've been missing for a long time - like two months -  but the holidays came and plus I got sick - that wasn't a good thing to write about - also the new year made me think about what I want to do this 2018, mostly cause I'm closer to adulthood, you know have your own flat, go to work and all that adult stuff that you're suppose to do when you grown. Being honest I like living with my parents, go to Uni and watch Netflix on my holidays from school, but these days are closer to end.

I think I'm not the only one with that fear and it's not because you won't want to live on your own, but it's like kind of unkown, when you're a kid you see that future so far away, but with the years figure it out about yourself and suddenly you got your bachelor dregree done and honestly it's quite hard be on your own. Obviosly not for everyone it's the same, and maybe I'm too attache to my parents, I know that at some point I need to be on my own but I tried not to think too much on that, and more if I really want to live in another county.

Anyway I decided to look for a part-time job as an intern or something that let me go to Uni and have some extra money, so I've been applying on some places, always it's scary but it's just a job not the end of the world, just look for what you like or are good at, that way things are easier.

It's nice be out of your comfort zone, once I read somewhere that the best choices are the ones that scares you the most, cause help you to grown, no matter how terrifying seems a situation it's not a death warrant, take it as a new experiece something exited, be as a kid, amazaed for the unkown and wanted to tried the new things, people said that all have a child insides, be that little you but wiser.

Are any of you scare of any situation that hold you back? 

Mitchie.

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