First Child
And no, I don’t mean I’d have my first baby — first to all I don’t have a boyfriend o any kind of relationship so I can’t — but I would talk on my perspective of being the first child of my parents and how does it make me feel. Don’t get me wrong I really love my parents but sometimes I just feel that I’m not good enough, that any of my decisions aren’t right and I keep lost. I have read somewhere that parents with their first child are more strict — I get it, no one born knowing how to be a parent — than the other kids they have, we are the "lab rat" the one they tried and if it works you use on the rest. Personally I can relate to that, I remember that when I was a kid, I used to think that my parents didn’t want me, I was mostly scolded and believe me I was a really quiet kid, even sometimes I planned on runaway from home — just planing on going to my grandparents or any of my uncles or aunts house — thinking they would be better without me, but never didn’t....